another journal

i'm back and hesitate

i'm in a very critical situation.

1.5 months left for my last semester then will go for final year internship.

i got many choices but at the same time i don't have much.

the thing is: i don't want to go to a place just for the sake of going there..

i wanna work on myself.. not exactly on my own thing (at least not a main focus)

improving my skills and getting to work in the industry would be cool, but i want to work on stuff that will help me technically.

experience... i lack experience at the moment.. industry experience.

even though i got 4 different internships in the past 3 years

but i don't feel like i learned anything really useful (except for the last one)

i build stuff on my own but i feel like everything i build is either 1) simple or 2) not something that companies would be interested in (at least in the ML/DL field)

plus content bro.. my passion for content is still there..

how do i combine both is something i fail to execute.

but anyways -- we move.