a leap of faith
u know that feeling when it's nearly impossible to achieve something..
either because you're too late
or you didn't prepare enough and it has high competition
your mind and logic says: there is no way
but your brain (or soul?) says: f*ck it we do it anyway.
and somehow (most of the time) it works out!
and even if it doesn't -- u don't feel thaaat bad..
u say gg and move on.
that leap of faith is real!
i hope such happy ending occurs again in my upcoming move inshallah.
if u reading this: wish me luck homie -- will need it fr.